среда, 9 сентября 2009 г.

 

Grumbling of the old master of military arts.

  Grumbling of the old master of military arts. 
  I not against larceny. In larceny standard there is a regularity. Some petty-bourgeois constancy. The person enriches the house due to the faceless state. Me oppresses other:fear to be caught. I am am oppressed at all with that will catch me and then I shall lose a piece of bread. It can occur once. After me will dismiss. 
  But I am am oppressed with fear which I shall daily test. It will fill all my essence. My creative beginning will improve this larceny. It will watch others-as far as they do more effectively me. Eventually already now people steal more effectively me. I already was late. To me have remained only pity blood larceny. They speak, that I can be in time on a feast of larceny and susseed:be desire. I am afraid of it more, at me the desire to steal has run low. I am am oppressed with affinity of my death. To me not enough that life which needed to be lived. To me it is a pity in general to a life, allocated to one person. 
  To me the mankind would be desirable to be imposed to this organism under the name. It would be desirable to be its genetic illness. Its prejudice, defect, more likely not У«¬«ј-from defect quickly recover. It is necessary to be its illness like a bad habit but which would be justified, say, by national character. Let the mankind will not want to recover from me. I and itself am similar to illness. Corpulent and grown fat, wishing to cause pleasant impressions, and causing badly hidden irritation and the disgust, having desire constantly to keep a tight rein and burned down by desire to break on all successively. My joints have rebelled. They hurt and do me still pity to general delight. 
  Once I was sports and was able to fall down the person with one blow. I feed with this fairy-tale associates. Though for a long time already I can strike the person, being afraid to lose work, more likely. I for a long time already doubt of force of the impact, it is not checked up not so the whole century. The desire to strengthen the bones causes revolt of an organism. Joints hurt, and I become pity. 
  Old decrepit masters, probably, grew wiser to this age. Having lost the potentialities, they created religion to military art somehow to assure themselves and associates of a constancy of the skill. And in fact the essence of any military art in its historical birth, then is not enough from it remains. Only in its birth people, it appears, could pay the lives for test of characteristics of fighting art. I do not trust in philosophy of arts. I think young it is necessary to beat sometimes old-man to shake from them arrogance which was found by those for all life. To return all to primitive chaos. Let all will be fair, as want young. In fact force старцев in their skill to behave. They know the nature of things in art. But told it is simple and at young causes disappointment. 
  They should keep away from young in prospect and thickness of the years to loom somewhere in the distance. In fact these old-man have never killed the person. In this final phase of the art they познали that the spent efforts in strictly certain direction can give any result. So did ancient, we can change nothing. 
  But ancient were young, they paid for it a life. We, old-man, for it paid in nothing. We, old-man, have balm which we can pour undersized, weak-willed young. Also we are amazing at mighty young. They are surprised, when suddenly learn, that arts hunt for them. It causes self-esteem or fear in them. At us, старцев, these mighty young cause only desire to send them somewhere under automatic bullets where their force changes the order of things a little. For art they remain only a target, to kill which it is considered top of art. But who now kills. To whom hunting to starve. At us, old-man, sick bones, we never cannot destroy stones any more and rip up stomaches. The desire to revive old customs causes pains in joints, from which we huddle up. To create new philosophy? But that then becomes with art to which we have stuck a body. It will collapse on seams. So we, old-man, shall sit and look the clarified eyes. To erase pus with running an eye. And to recollect an antiquity. When, young, with ease killed and were not afraid to do it in the name of art. By the way, not the love to art, and, more likely, struggle for independence here disappeared. The dirty ugly political term. I do not want it. I-old-man, from me should exhale light, instead of this dirt. Fighting art is afraid of the beginning further the beginning of this art. Further there should be a sacred fog, primitive chaos. Absence of any life on the ground. Such proto earth. But here there were the people, able to kill naked hands. For this purpose there were people who can be killed. They send from nonexistence. Before they were an assemblage of the shadows, wishing to be materialized to be killed being people. Their desire to live has arisen simultaneously with need to die.

Maintenance service.

  Maintenance service. 
  Anybody from firemen does not know, the reserve of fire technics is how much huge. Firemen exist on this party. They move on fighting fire technics. Under the sheet prescribed the quantity reserve equally fighting also corresponds to unit. But only fire, remained on maintenance service during a fire, understands how much hugely this number unit. Tankers move one for another, they leave on a fire, the quantity of tankers becomes infinite, their movement can be stopped only after the termination of burning. The fireman spending maintenance service, is surprised. It never represented, it has what potential of reserve technics. 
  But on fighting it forgets sowing, it again becomes on this party. That unit can mean unit of the Universe, and the Universe is infinite,-it reserve to commensurate incomprehensible. It is established, that the firemen spending maintenance service, small contact, sometimes they try very vigorously something to explain. Then they again run into inertness. Only sowing on fighting, they become what we have got used to see. Each of the firemen, spending maintenance service, leaves on that party reserve where becomes a part of infinity where forces and means of firemen are proportional to force of fire.

Portable radio set.

  Portable radio set. 
  Studying in middle classes, we have dared to collect a superportable radio set. We have pulled out from the reservist radio valve,induction coil,transistor,diode,condenser and mounted a unprecedented portable radio set on a roof. This portable radio set should become most powerful previous which we before collected. It should be stronger than to prevent to fly to that helicopter which has not fallen down nearly our house. 
  We in advance "bombed" the nearby enterprises, we climb round all dumps and have collected all radio electronics which someone has thrown out or has established for mechanization. Have gone and have bought a superlamp in the market of radio transmitters, it was a sphere in size with an aquarium. Have established on a roof a maximum quantity of aerials. 
  Having waited nights we have included a portable radio set and have departed on radiowaves. We floated on the night sky; we rose up to a stratosphere, detaining breath. Our clothes decayed from speed from which we rose in height; we have been compelled to resort to high speed to not choke at greater heights. 
  We dived there and came back back. For a night we have flown about all ground. Fighters chased us and rockets of all models. Have then closed an attic. 
  Whether parents guessed ours. They were old, they hardly would manage to rise on a roof. 
  We flew in windows of girls as then it seemed to us, loved. We left at them a note, in which add the names to names of these girls. We flied to these girls every night. We kissed them sleeping. From them puff our love. We observed their dream; we wished to be favourite. But they slept, and having woken up could laugh above our feeling. Sometimes we managed to lift the sleeping girl and to fly with it on the sky. The girl who was loved by my brother, was the daughter of the foreman; I loved the daughter of director. These beautiful girls were subjects of love of our classes. They have been spoilt and chosen by a subject of adoration. 
  Who could then to assume, that the daughter of the foreman will wake up and will let out to all school. My brother who has lost a head will agree to allow to do some flying to the class. After a while all school will fly in the night sky. 
  Once at us the lamp about an aquarium will burn down, and the school becomes empty. All children will not arrive from night flight. We shall remain with the brother together. We shall long for the lost beloveds. Even being married we shall not cease to recollect them which have departed at night. The brother each time, coming from far edges, speaks, that will find a lamp about an aquarium. And then we shall return our loved girls. But have passed times of lamps. Now such lamps do not let out. 
  Recently I have moved, our house with the rests of a portable radio set has remained on plunder. To us never to return those who has departed. Recently I saw as beggars hand over in scrap metal a skeleton of a portable radio set. I could shout, demand. But I have made nothing. I am afraid, that, be engaged in useless business, I shall harm to the health. Though drag my unprotected property, I can do nothing with marauders.

Deviation.

Deviation.
On our country war has appeared suddenly. War though and not the frequent phenomenon, but nevertheless sometimes occuring event. Fault of war can be different events. But they mostly for us, fine inhabitants, are not clear and owing from us. Our heads of the country find an explanation to war. They explain to us in the beginning or after war this war is how much fair and unjust. This explanation arranges us, moreover we expect this explanation. This explanation enables us to understand our chances to win war are how much great. Mostly these explanation are reduced to that war is fair from our party and is perfidious from the enemy. And all existing scientific laws of war and other scientific laws on the party of our victory. It allows us to go on war being assured, that the world again will return to calmness. Our fears and fine pleasures though are considered as fine pleasures of the inhabitant, for us valuable. In fact any aspiration of our heads to push off on great acts come to an end that will return us our narrow-minded calmness, we make great acts of ours helmsman. To us arrange on our areas beautiful demonstrations. Our heads are assured of inexhaustible energy and delight which covers us. This delight covers us, we sincerely trust in our delight. Coming back home we wish to transfer this delight to our house, our wives and children. But their dullness and stupidity depresses us. They not in a condition to divide our delight. Or they divide our delight when we get tired to explain positions and a policy of our great leaders. Our solidity which our heads achieve, really exists, though it has no that nature which our heads achieve. That in the nature of our impulse there is no impulse, forces to lower hands of our heads. The nature has presented our heads with of what has deprived us. But who will tell or will reproach us that we give forces a little to understand our heads. The certificate to that the changed channels of the rivers, the ploughed deserts, the warmed poles. But we cannot win ourselves our primitive need to comfort in any way. Us pulls to a warm small house with the wife and children, to hot tea. Though our heads approve primitiveness of this perfection, but there should be any mistake, differently they would know, that is good. But they feel the disorder. Probably even, that it not primitiveness. We understand care of our heads. It is necessary them hardly, in constant care of us. It is impossible to tell, that to us does not give pleasure, when we make something correctly, the mistake occurs in calculations of our heads. But we do not test pleasure, we know, that their scientific researches are dictated by care of us. Eventually they find mistakes. And who another as not we test greater pleasure to a fruit of their enormous work. We with huge enthusiasm study the last mistakes assured, that our concern in incomprehensibility of the past has passed. Now we arm the latest scientific development. Perfection primitive is perfect in the lowest level, perfection of our society is perfect in a highest level. Though it is imperfect in fine details mostly from sew narrow-minded nature.though in the future when our narrow-minded nature will be won, this society will be absolutely primitive though model it will be similar with ancient and, means, it is ideally perfect. We in delight if we lose our books on self-education. In any bench it is possible to get the duplicate.
Today war has begun. I remember, I remember similar wars and though them was a little, but in my narrow-minded consciousness there is an experience. Though I understand, that this experience low, not reflecting ideals of our society. This experience is dictated by an instinct of self-preservation. I understand, our greater heads will speak about calmness, about mighty our army which is invincible, about our heads who never will throw people in a trouble and everyone do, that people did not test any difficulties in war. My fear before mighty our enemies drives me on station. Hearings go, that till the evening enemies occupy our district. Our armies recede. A unique way leave-it the railway, but also it is unreliable, as some sites of railways are grasped by our enemies. They are whole or because of confusion, whether that of that hope to use railways for transportation of armies and military technics. I get into the structure going deep into of our country. I am hidden under a bench. The car is hammered by things which my fellow citizens could not leave. These are bales with clothes, одеялы, mattresses. We know, that the territory grasped by our enemy will soon begin. It will use the car, and we cannot be found out. But the artful enemy of motionlessly travelling person-it gases. They arise in depth of a womb from an immovability, from bad work of intestines, from a dysbacteriosis, from the bad stale meal extracted by the traveller, bought for two-rub prices in road. I do not know how to stop these gases, they give out my presence at the car though I have hidden thoroughly and to find out visually me it is impossible. But the smell of gases gives out presence of the person. But it still half-troubles. The car is filled by hidden my compatriots. Their quantity and a smell of their gases does not leave chances to not be found out. Having found out them because of a smell our enemies will start to search in the most careful image cars and will find out me as well I would not be covered. Sometimes I dare to be irritated with our leaders, their aspiration to not do our women sexual. The woman equal to the man,-not consumer goods of men, is necessary a subject consuming men more likely. It is difficult to man to be consumer goods, it has the independent body, living the life both the desires and need, and completely released from authoritativeness of the owner. It hardly will obey the owner even if it has sold it for the good price. It sniff up, looks narrowly. Our heads have made our women thick, possessing not smaller physical strength, than ourselves. They allocate gases much more us. Now I as though wanted, being hidden in the shelter that our woman laying in the next compartment, interrupting the gases me, was the thin, graceful, sexual woman. It could tempt the enemy. The enemy, being betraid by sexual joys, also would not think to search for me on my gases. It at all would not notice me. It would be engaged in my compatriot in all enemy territory, it it would rescue me and has made noble business. But instead of it it, having covered, imperceptible, exhales such gases that can result the enemy in such exasperation, that mercy will not be. I do not know how much we have come nearer to enemy territory. With each knock of wheels I rush towards to death, exhaling gases. Probably, the foresight will rescue me, but I do not trust. With such women we are defenceless against the furious malicious enemy, the enemy whom I did not see but as which I feel as all essence of an alive organic albuminous essence.

the intellectual writer dusimbiev

the intellectual writer dusimbiev

воскресенье, 6 сентября 2009 г.

Trip.

  Trip.
  As nicely we came back from work. Our sentry, having handed over change, sat down on a train. We went in structure of. We cheerfully went from the car to the car. Passed through cars-stables, inhaled a smell of manure and hay, stirred up legs in tambour. Then went to the car-dining room. Behind blank walls, in silence, we ordered hot of a potato and pilau, and, remembering a favourite delicacy since the childhood, ordered welding electrodes.
  I have ordered most electrode.I ate them with greater appetite. Should be, I surfeit electrodes. As it is pleasant to upholster at first electrodes about a wall to weaken the scale which has pasted to a steel wire, then with a crunch to gnaw this scale. But I, should be, surfeit, I had a heartburn.  
  As it is strange, that we have ceased to realize, that scale welding an electrode has no food value. It simply tribute of children's weakness. As it is good on sew weaknesses earn the cook and sellers of grocery shops. In fact, even if electrode food as assure us advertising, it is made of harmless materials and it is nontoxical for our organism, all the same it is made for industrial use. As it was difficult to us in days of the dry law when we consumed illicit Chinese production. In fact nobody checked quality of electrodes from China, probably, they used cancerogenic components, and we could be ill with a cancer. But nobody refused from singed electrodes. We with greed looked at welders who cooked at the big height, and ate precious scale together with drops of metal.
  But now other times. Everyone know, that an interdiction nothing can be reached. Now counters are hammered by hundreds grades of electrodes, they are ecologically pure, it is possible to eat them with pel'menis, with east dish "five finger". Is with the French frogs and truffles. To gnaw with black caviar, with lobsters and any exotic food. It is not necessary to eat an industrial electrode any more as in some technological weldings it is difficult to refuse toxic materials. But there are fans of a nature who approve, that that present electrode-it which can be used on direct purpose. These savages do not understand, what impact can put to a society. In fact they infect with the idea of children which by virtue of the children's instability are especially pliable to influence of bad examples. I call to conduct uncompromising struggle with such people. They can ruin our future. Our society for a long time has learned to adapt to whims of the members. But the some people pighead put a lot of harm.
  Georgians consider, that the electrode-it dish.whish bears the beginning from their national dish of a shish kebab. But this statement has no under itself a real basis. A shish kebab make from edible meat. And the electrode, even the most refined and the most modern, has no food value. This food uselessness-necessary delicacy charm of any electrode. The electrode cannot belong to one national kitchen, it is simple a consequence of technical progress. It is more connected with the invention of concrete. Welding of armature and construction of panel houses. As it is difficult to present now, wandering on pure sterile supermarkets, having an opportunity to choose electrodes for all tastes, that we in the childhood of a fur-tree of scale already with rusted, half decompose electrodes. Now to it nobody will believe, our difficult childhood is has left in the past. The youth is dared, by it is not trusted, that we showed remarkable forces to survive in the childhood. To them it seems, that to difficulty which lives can threaten, were only during primitive time. They are dared, and we would not like to speak about the past.
  We would like to tell sometimes, that there was time when did not eat electrodes. But who to it will believe. Having told it, I shall not be assured, that I speak the truth. Probably, we have started to eat electrodes on generation earlier, than. I am afraid of something to approve. But I shall tell precisely and I shall not say lies, presently it did not make in such quantity and in such assortment.